charmaine

Signs of Weakness

2010-07-24T21:40:00.005+08:00

this is bad ):

I need to learn how to hide my emotions and learn how to take certain things lightly
sighhh

& prioritise!

EXPECTATIONS,

2010-05-15T01:09:00.002+08:00

I'm tired ):

Honeystars 有洞

2010-05-06T21:50:00.001+08:00

Oh no I've been super slack these few days it's time to get that momentum back.

Physics ):

Everything's gonna be alright

2010-04-27T00:35:00.002+08:00

JIAYOU! :D

GO CHARMAINE

2010-04-25T22:07:00.002+08:00

it's time to believe in myself and follow my heart.
coz' no one can make me feel inferior without my consent.

i shall conquer physics! (and get out of supplementary soon)

2010-03-12T21:55:00.000+08:00

I AM SUPER DUPER SAD NOW ):
BYE.

2010-02-05T23:46:00.002+08:00

其实我到现在才发现
喜欢跟爱的差别
喜欢可以很多人但是爱却只有一个
- 薛海/林达浪

reposted from weiwei's blog haha

yay :D

things have been looking positive and going well, and now i'm afraid that all the bad luck will come at a time bleh ):

2009-11-20T23:04:00.003+08:00

went to school today, and saw mabel and so i went for their fenzu and dazu! spent fenzu talking to mabel, since she was the only one whom turned up. then went for lunch with her and sining (she joined in hoho). then went for their dazu. they are now at hua mu lan :D i like the year 2s :D they're very very nice to talk to. esp sining HAHA. she's super cute anf funny. i see that she has the potential to become another auntie like dyb human.

i think the year 2s are really independent. and brave. last time when i was a year 2 i was super scared of dazu haha, and today those that turned up were all year 2s, but they didn't look scared at all lah! so yong gan.

& zhangyang rejected me again ): called him to ask him to turn up for dazu, he rejected me bleh. he always reject me one lor!

YDSP's starting next week, I think i'm looking forward to it :D maps maps maps. so cool. but i'm going to miss all the trainings and practices. oh and cannot hike with zhengjie they all bleh ): have fun.

Class Chalet & Commencement Ceremony

2009-11-16T21:52:00.010+08:00

miss fang! the flash made her look veh scary :X

more photos on facebook :D woah it was a chore uploading them lah cause facebook refuses to cooperate with me ): but the photos are all up already! finally -,- i shall upload the videos some other time :D

commencement. took photos with everyone! :D and miss fang and mrs har and mdm arfah and mr sng! (: it didn't really feel like an ending, it's more like another assembly kind of thing. i dont think anyone cried, although i was about to when i thanked miss fang :X

mdm arfah!

mrs har :D

& miss fang! :D

and mr sng haha. it looks like a heart! :D

yea, so it's the end of JH, and it's a few more months to SH. it's like super fast. although i believe that it'll get faster next year, but i think K haven't spent enough time together, we spent the first year knowing each other, and before we had enough fun in the second year it's over already :X

i shall upload the commencement pictures onto facebook yay :D

2009-11-12T10:44:00.004+08:00

okay a quick post before i go off for class chalet! :D

baking was umm. successful i guess, at least all the cookies were edible, and they tasted okay!

yea, had fun wrapping. and i wrote that note! :D :D had a lot of fun giving the cookies out yesterday also! :D thankyou to those that said thankyou :D although.. but it was alot of fun!

group photo without shaoyu. he had to chiong home lol. paraded in school with the board, gave cookies away, and talked alot :D ate the leftover cookies also haha.

k now i should go pack for chalet(it's 11am, and i havent started packing yet oh no), and chiong over to pasir ris to meet songjia they all. haha.

a cresent is still a moon

2009-11-05T22:51:00.002+08:00

i'm actually looking forward to tmr whee :D so fun

just that i need to pray hard and keep my fingers crossed.
i hope we dont screw up tmr
and i hope that my report book will smile at me or make me smile

ooo and cookies here i come! :D

halloween!

2009-11-01T18:00:00.002+08:00

halloween party was really really fun! :D went with the DYB year 4s. spent our time in the CO room trying to complete the album (oo and the album's going to be completed soon, and it's really pretty :D), and playing cards. we made quite a lot of noise i guess :X and we created our own costumes hoho. paired up with Xiaozhou for Cluedo. at first we thought that it was supposed to be super scary, but in the end it turned out to be quite funny haha. we had fun trying to talk to the facils who were supposed to scare us -,-

we should have such outings more often :D more DYB outings please *ahem xinmin :D

xinmin: your batch very nice leh

yay :D charmaine loves dyb year 4s :D

oh and now i'm really looking forward to the baking thing for the year 6 seniors (: we are going to have alot more fun and laughter whee!

and now i'm

looking forward to class chalet
looking forward to baking! :D
hoping that there'll be a class outing soon
DYB chalet :D

it's so cool can after 3 years we can now go for free whee! can eat alot and have alot of fun barbecuing :D

oh and i just saw the discussion forum about the worst JC in Singapore on STOMP and i'm so angry now ): bleh i shall eat dinner bye.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2009-09-26T01:26:00.002+08:00

YANG MUNI :D

stay like a cow :D

wheeee

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2009-09-20T00:01:00.002+08:00

YUNSHAN :D

happy birthday to you

happy birthday to yunshan

happy birthday to you

YAY :D

2009-09-06T20:03:00.001+08:00

till the end of eoys :D

WARNING: this is going to take damn long to load

2009-08-31T19:36:00.004+08:00

YAY i shall upload pictures today :D

PASSING DOWN '09

my board! pretty right!

and the messages the juniors wrote. zhangyang wrote 'wish to see you in SH' LOL

my favourite picture. xiaorong looks seh here

the year 4s whom turned up

this is the nicest picture that i took with yulong. he always refuse to take picture with me lor!

group photo at macs :D

year 4s '09 w/o xiaorong

charmaine vanessa! the next dyb treasurer :D

charmaine zhangyang kianming

vanessa wenyi

charmaine xinmin

TEACHERS' DAY CELEBRATION AT SHANGYIN

omg it was really quite bad. we were doing in front of tl :X but i got a free slice of cake! cause i was the last person, and i stayed for it. so the juniors had to give me a slice hoho :D i got it for free leh!

the cake!

the card. tl was asking who drew that. she didn't realise that they printed it out from the com -,-

interior!

jiahan!

group photo :D jiahan look so white

charmaine and the year 1s cheery! (see i remember your name!)

:D

TEACHERS DAY GIFT FOR MR. LOW

zhengjie yunshan charmaine :D i like this picture a lot

classss

and the board

yay after trying for 3 days :D the pictures are up
i shall be nice and update the DYB blog also wheee

CHARMAINE DECIDES THAT HER BLOG NEEDS AN UPDATE! :D

2009-08-28T23:41:00.002+08:00

but blogger refuses to cooperate ): wanted to upload alot of pictures one lor!
even blogger's helping wenyi. wenyi refuses to come online to send me the photos cause she says it's too late :X

this week had been rather busy and hectic :X

anyway, today was passing down! decided to go, but the front part was really -,- i was walking around the audi trying to talk to other bored humans, communicate to the year 1s (:D) and play some bouncy game on shilun's phone which i only got 21 points :X

but after that it got better! :D we got our passing down gifts on time this time round. it was prettyyy. i like! although i don't know what i can do with the monopoly notes and the coins lol. but i like the board. it's going to be on my wall :D oh oh and the super cool cello/double bass badge. it's going to replace my co badge. it's going to be on our collars for a week or when someone asks us to take it down. wheee.

we're sorry for not being able to pass you all your passing down presents on time, but we promise that we'll pass it to you real soon! we promise! it's going to be very pretty also. so be patient :D 好的东西是值得等待的 :D haha (i doubt anyone would read this, other than xinmin lol)

after that we went to macs for dinner. had a super hard time deciding on what to eat, in the end we decided to scissors paper stone. dinner was super funny. me yulong and annora were on the same table, and i laughed until my tummey ached.

i shall post pictures in the next post! when blogger allows me too. :X

oh oh and must mention the making of the board for mr. low with yunshan and zhengjie! i like the borders! shall post a picture of it the next time i post :D

yay i shall sleep earlier tonight so that i'll appear at bugis macs on time tmr :D

2009-08-16T22:45:00.001+08:00

CHARMAINE! strawberry says:
im somewhat done already haha
must sleep! :D
then will look pretty

Where castles are made of sand, we start to dance. No time to care. says:
bleh im pretty ALREADY hahahaa
okay im going cray
crazy
bleh

i wonder..

2009-08-14T23:39:00.002+08:00

today has been a nice day :D
felt super retarded, and happy. laughed alot alot. thankyou wenyi :D
although you were super mean cause you didn't want to cross the overhead bridge with me (!)

hoho, monday must jiayou, argue your way through :D
yay :D

if you're serious about doing well

National Day Celebrations 之一

2009-08-07T21:44:00.010+08:00

national day celebrations were fun! :D
went super high, and took lots of pictures today hoho

huijing drew on my hand for me! :D

charmaine huijing songjia

charmaine and zuoyue

YAY! :D

TZYYSHUAN!! haha

didn't get to eat the cake coz' i had to rush down for chem pract. test ):
but then, after that was
DYB year 4s non-comm outing! :D very very very fun!

went to the CO room to look for wenyi and xiaorong, then we caught the year 2s and 3s making our passing down presents LOL! so i dragged them to take a photo with me! but then zhangyang refused to join us. ):

oh and xinmin plus juniors, we dont like soccer balls *shakes head

i think jiahan and vanessa are too short hmm. haha, and xiaorong looks angry o,o

after that we when to the canteen to look for shilun, and then we hanged around in school for around half an hour to wait for xiaozhou

then we went to VIVO! :D had subway, and went to gay around at the sky park :D super fun hoho

and xiaozhou's zi pai skills aren't too bad.

and i think wenyi look veh cute here :D

this is xiaozhou's favourite picture! coz she say wenyi look very cute here. small small one.

xiaozhou 是才女! :D

xiaozhou to the rescue! :D

we tried to zipai alot of times! in the end we failed terribly lol, and shilun had to come save us

shilun was having fun sleeping on the floor, and he attracted lots of umm. unwanted attention.

strawberries unite! got power one wor!

tried the self-timer thing, but it didnt work out well :X

my footprint! :D

wenyi wanted to take a candid shot of me, but my reflexes were fast enough!

group photo, 2nd favourite photo! :D

and my favourite photo! :D

then after that we went to daiso, and walked around for super long. xiaorong couldn't believe that everything's $2.
we were also deciding on what to do for the juniors.
went esplanade library after that, then went home :D

talked alot today, :D talked alot to xiaozhou also :D it's like this will be the last few times that we will be gathering together, really glad that i got to know this bunch of humans, and we got to foster such close bonds with each other (:

charmaine wants to watch UP!
hoho, and look forward to National Day Celebrations 之二 :D

LAST;

2009-08-01T21:20:00.000+08:00

it's over, and i think i'll miss it :X

xiaorong. wenyi. xiaozhou. yueheng. shilun. kianming :D

2009-07-26T15:54:00.002+08:00

HAPPY (belated) BIRTHDAY ZUOYUE :D
I'm so sorry i forgot to sms you cause i was sick and then the medicine made me sleep :X
it wasn't on purpose :X
nah! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D

disappointment ):

2009-07-20T01:22:00.001+08:00

it's 1.30am, and surprisingly i'm still super awake,
i tink there's something wrong with my body-clock, and i got this feeling that i wont be able to wake up tmr ):

goodmorning :D

2009-07-16T18:59:00.002+08:00

Charmaine is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. She has the ability to put herself into the other person's shoes.

Charmaine will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Charmaine an ambivert. She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." She doesn't sway too far one way or the other.

When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Charmaine is an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story.

Charmaine is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when she finally has to. (this is so so true!) She basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Charmaine doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Charmaine is talkative. She enjoys talking and socializing. She may talk when there is absolutely nothing important to say. She enjoys speaking. (this depends. it's only true when i'm around with humans that i'm comfortable with)

In reference to Charmaine's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Charmaine slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Charmaine can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip. (i always thought that i'm slow in learning o,o)

Charmaine's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Charmaine that she wasn't a great and beautiful person, and she believed them. Charmaine also has a fear that she might fail if she takes large risks. Therefore she resists setting her goals too high, risking failure. She doesn't have the internal confidence that frees her to take risks and chance failure. Charmaine is capable of accomplishing much more than she is presently achieving. All this relates to her self-esteem. Charmaine's self-concept is artificially low. Charmaine will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because she is afraid that if she makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Charmaine to plan too far into the future. She kind of takes things on a day to day basis. (yes yes omg) She may tell you her dreams but she is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud she speaks, look at her actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Charmaine is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.

Charmaine has a temper. She uses this as a defense mechanism when she doesn't understand how to handle a situation. Temper is a hostile trait used to protect the ego. Temper can be a negative personality trait in the eyes of those around her.

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2009-06-12T22:56:00.003+08:00

presenting to you...

(left to right) orange, flatty

(top to bottom) tigress, stitch

went out with shiqi today :D

super long never see her le. did lots and lots of chatting.
we spent alot of time talking about _______. LOL! she was quite amused. and at the end of the day she was super curious. couldn't stop laughing also.

and the both of us all like Kim Bum! :D :D

haha, should go out more often! :D

wait till she comes back from m'sia i guess :D

yay

2009-06-11T13:54:00.002+08:00

went for shangyin on saturday, and when tl saw me she went

tl: 小绿人 (cause i was wearing green)，见到你我真开心啊!
char stones for a moment, and says: 因为我是最后一堂课
tl: 你怎么那么聪明啊

2009-06-05T21:32:00.006+08:00

my holidays are meaningful :D spent the first week going to school everyday

shall skip the not so nice parts, and talk about the nicer parts

went back to rss on thurs! went to visit fengls, and i think its quite fun :D
& i realised that i have lousy zi pai skills. someone will always get cut off when i zi pai.

then after that went to TPJC guitar concert :D

AND, TODAY! :D

met all the dyb juniors, and had some internal bonding. although my juniors were so 没大没小, and they keep bullying me, but i had fun (: its all yueheng's fault, provided them with too many info ): and they made use of it to make fun of me. and the worst thing is i don't know how to rebut when they suan me ):

& for the games!

I'm so glad that i volunteered, and i got nice juniors :D GROUP 5!they were seriously damn nice. although they didn't win, but i think they are really super good. they even did a 'i love charmaine' cheer for me after the whole thing ended. they're super sweet and nice (:

yuru, junwei, inez, ruixian, jiayi, khai qing :D

the year 1 kangle thing is seriously once in a lifetime (: i enjoyed myself (: although i got wet even before i played the wet games, and although i was dripping wet after yueheng and shilun's station. but i had alot and alot and alot of fun! and not forgetting xiaorong. she came to help out, and she also got super wet

front row (from left to right): charmaine, jiayi, khaiqing, yuru, ruixian, inez

back row (from left to right): junwei

yuru! i think she loook like darryl. lol

i saw her when we were eating luch and then i said hi to her and asked her if she's related to darryl.

junwei! i will always remember his super high pitched voice

balloon says group 5 rocks :D

after that we played ball :D

xiaorong yueheng minmin charlene kening :D

plus zongyi kianming and jauloong

all of us cannot play ball, serious.

the whole process was super hilarious :D

the school has pretty scenery after 7. :D

todays a nice nice day :D

2009-05-23T22:13:00.002+08:00

Today's another busy day. Geog project, out with mama, and then shangyin.

Geog project was quite productive i guess. I hope that the end product will turn out like how it's supposed to be. :D I'm looking forward to the end product :D Tmr's going to another busy day.

On a lighter note, i just saw mayping on TV! :D HAHA

2009-05-22T21:12:00.003+08:00

Everyone likes strawberries and blueberries :D

(image from poignant)

Lethargic. Although today's lessons weren't that long, but somehow, i really felt very very tired ): deprived from sleep. need more sleep!

And now after staring at the screen for so long, I'm really drained ): Totally. Can't wait for the whole geog presentation thing to be over. Although the dateline is approaching, and we haven't finished it yet. I also cannot think of anything for the PW creative product thing ): I'm so screwed.

Somemore we're still going to meet up early in the morning to do geog.

I shall aim to stretch my sleep time :D

stay determined :D

2009-05-21T22:10:00.002+08:00

COURAGE.
is something that I lack. Seriously. I don't do what I deem as appropriate. :X
I need to learn how to be strong, and determined.

anyway, bio test's down :D yay!
and 4K's guys got 3rd for interclass :D

& it's time something needs to be done.

2009-05-19T23:04:00.002+08:00

把握今天，
把握每一天

因为每一天都是特别的 :D

2009-05-17T20:15:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAORONG :D

stay pretty and happy and gay.
lets make ourselves undergo some major changes :D

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D
see, i didn't forget!

2009-05-17T15:03:00.002+08:00

i swear, i'm determined to pull up, and do something about my grades.
june holidays shall be it, and after june holidays, charmaine is going to return to school as a brand new human.
i wont be charmaine of the old anymore
i wont disappoint myself, and those that support me anymore.
看不起我的人，你们等着瞧！
your specs are going to drop, you're going to fall, and you'll smash your specs.

muni! i cannot join your LOL.
i dont believe i cannot do it.
you should disband the LOL soon
and form the LOM (League Of Muggers)
cannot always be L, must upgrade to M
show the world we can also attain the holy GPA

slap yourself hard and wake up.

2009-05-12T18:11:00.005+08:00

went to study with wenyi and shilun yesterday
it was okay i guess. 2.5 hours, and i finished mitosis and meiosis :D
we should study together more often

then after that we met xiaorong and then we went to mind :D
it was fun fun fun :D
next time we should go with more people. and we can play the bone game and make more noise! :D
DYB outing anyone? :D

after that we went to eat J.CO donuts, and then we took photos!
but the photos taken at J.CO are in shilun's camera, so i've to wait till he sends it to me/ uploads them on his blog.

outside J.CO, while waiting for shilun to come out of the toilet

outside J.CO, while waiting for shilun to come out of the toilet, when wenyi was on the phone

at our usual spot at bugis mrt, wenyi xiaorong charmaine :D

when the train came. super cool can :D

we decided, me xiaorong wenyi shilun'll form the
year 4 non-comm cellists plus the bass zuzhang plus the only male bassist gang :D
aha!

yes yes we should have more DYB outings :D

and i'm so glad that the bio test is postponed :D wheeee

从今天起，我再也不相信勤能补拙，也开始怀疑自己的能力

2009-05-10T12:09:00.005+08:00

CS concert was good :D
i had goosebumps throughout the last dance, for the whole 6 mins or so.
although i think that the editing of the song was a bit weird, but the dance was really (:
and i managed to spot zuo during the dance! :D
i couldn't even spot her during the first dance

and me songjia yingying all think that jiacheng look shuai , for that moment :D
me and songjia we were super high when he came up on stage, we made a lot of noise i guess :X

and camwhoring with songjia was funny.
she has to find the ultimate position before she can press the camera's button, and her face has to be slanted cause she claims that that angle makes her look prettier.

see songjia's head is always slanted to one side

yueheng!

& zuo! :D

& the bananas that me and shilun drew on :D

whee

2009-05-05T22:28:00.002+08:00

GO SENIOR HIGH :D

i hope the bananas will help
(you all should be asleep by now so i guess mayping wont see this :D )
bananas give you energy to achieve it :D whee

we'll be supporting you all in class. moral support :D

go man!

2009-05-03T18:42:00.002+08:00

): i was supposed to nap for 1 hour, and kill differentiation after i wake up, but i overslept, for 2 and a half hours ):

and now differentiation's killing me.
i'm angry with it. angry angry angry ):
i dislike rate of change, and maxima and minima.

emo ): ahh

2009-05-01T20:55:00.002+08:00

yesterday was fun
played vball in the morning and then went to xiaorong's house to do stuff in the late morning.
after that we played and sang and danced and jumped.
i liked the singing and dancing and jumping part :D
we really went super crazy :D damn cool
it's like a super rare sight. how often can you go high with the dyb guys. seriously.

i think alex's damn cool, and nice
go man 我支持你 :D

today was physics day :D
did physics assignment with zuoyue wanying and weiwei.

i'm looking forward to tmr :D
喔~　你是我的花朵
go man! :D

2009-04-25T22:42:00.002+08:00

cause we are all linked to each other, in one way or another.

the year 3s also :D

wanted to link all together, but the board not big enough not enough letters also :X

and,

it doesn't matter anymore, cause we worked hard, and we didn't leave any regrets :D

jiayou seniorhigh :D

2009-04-22T20:32:00.002+08:00

gold with honours,
but my heart feel so empty and heavy.
disappointment.
but at least i was feeling shuang after i got off stage. and at least i was touched by what we played.

anyway, ball after school today was fun and cool and :D

and for now,
my zuowen, chem worksheets, chengyu, and my rivers and hydrograph.

2009-04-19T16:26:00.005+08:00

went to the conservatory concert with xiaorong, wenyi and vanessa yesterday :D

it was very very fun :D

i think me and vanessa think alike. we keep saying the same things. we were commenting on people, and we got the same opinions :D

then after the concert we went to buy donuts (!) amd we saw this

the sky will never be as blue as my heart

yet, tasty blueberry always in my heart

wenyi and i couldn't stop laughing at it :D

and then we went to get a drink, and i was super amazed at how the tea changes colour after you add milk to it.

and then on the mrt we talked and talked, and laughed alot.

at bedok, me and xiaorong talked more.

we always seem to talk alot at crossroads, where we have to say bye.

3 more days to SYF, jiayou :D

and we should bond more even after syf :D

DYB ftw! :D

& jiayou zheng! :D

jiayou shuqi, and darryl and the rest :D wheee.

gwh! :D

2009-04-12T22:18:00.006+08:00

a bit emo for the whole day

first it was the talk about co with songjia,
then the msn convo with xiaorong.
they really made me think a lot.

then it was 怀念
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EN_LLCnssLI

and then xiaorong's April 12 blog post.
that one seriously made me cry.

and then darryl's emo thing.

ahh, too many tears for the day.
should sleep and forget about it.

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Being optimistic is not believing in everything happens for the best, but it is making the best things that happen treasure the time that we have as a DYB, and to make the best out of it. leave no regrets.
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i really really really love DYB :D
& i'm proud of it :D

XIAORONG, STAY STRONG :D

2009-04-12T18:24:00.002+08:00

10 days.
unleash your potential, stretch your limits,
& give your best.

leave smiles, not regrets :D

GO DHSCO :D

I ♥ 低音部 :D

2009-04-07T20:59:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TZYY SHUAN! :D
stay happy, and positive :D

& i failed to protect my cello ):
everyone didn't, except for xiaorong, who didn't turn up for practice
so humiliating lah!
so now we should work harder, and get rid of the thing that is sticking there.
seriously can see lor, cause got reflection! D:
must jiayou! :D

15 more days,
& i guess i'll miss practices after it.

2009-04-05T21:45:00.002+08:00

I'm a strawberry,
and wenyi's my friend :D

syf's coming real soon, in 17 days.
i guess it's time to chiong, and to buck up.
must jiayou, to protect my cello from tl's 小白点! :D
i'm strongly against her 小白点 :X
actually i think we all are.

so let's jiayou! :D

blueberry power :D

我变了

2009-04-02T22:31:00.002+08:00

from INFP, to INFJ

The Protector

As an INFJ, your primary mode of living is focused internally, where you take things in primarily via intuition. Your secondary mode is external, where you deal with things according to how you feel about them, or how they fit with your personal value system. (very true :D )

INFJs are gentle, caring, complex and highly intuitive individuals. Artistic and creative, they live in a world of hidden meanings and possibilities. (hmm. ) Only one percent of the population has an INFJ Personality Type, making it the most rare of all the types.

INFJs place great importance on havings things orderly and systematic in their outer world. They put a lot of energy into identifying the best system for getting things done, and constantly define and re-define the priorities in their lives. On the other hand, INFJs operate within themselves on an intuitive basis which is entirely spontaneous. They know things intuitively, without being able to pinpoint why, and without detailed knowledge of the subject at hand. They are usually right, and they usually know it. Consequently, INFJs put a tremendous amount of faith into their instincts and intuitions. (so true!) This is something of a conflict between the inner and outer worlds, and may result in the INFJ not being as organized (yea i'm not very organised :X) as other Judging types tend to be. Or we may see some signs of disarray in an otherwise orderly tendency, such as a consistently messy desk.

INFJs have uncanny insight into people and situations. They get "feelings" about things and intuitively understand them. As an extreme example, some INFJs report experiences of a psychic nature, such as getting strong feelings about there being a problem with a loved one, and discovering later that they were in a car accident. This is the sort of thing that other types may scorn and scoff at, and the INFJ themself does not really understand their intuition at a level which can be verbalized. (0.0 this is super scary) Consequently, most INFJs are protective of their inner selves, sharing only what they choose to share when they choose to share it. They are deep, complex individuals, who are quite private and typically difficult to understand. INFJs hold back part of themselves, and can be secretive. (YEA YEA!)

But the INFJ is as genuinely warm as they are complex. INFJs hold a special place in the heart of people who they are close to, who are able to see their special gifts and depth of caring. INFJs are concerned for people's feelings, and try to be gentle to avoid hurting anyone. They are very sensitive to conflict, and cannot tolerate it very well. Situations which are charged with conflict may drive the normally peaceful INFJ into a state of agitation or charged anger. They may tend to internalize conflict into their bodies, and experience health problems when under a lot of stress. (:D i think it's quite true :D)

Because the INFJ has such strong intuitive capabilities, they trust their own instincts above all else. This may result in an INFJ stubborness and tendency to ignore other people's opinions. They believe that they're right. On the other hand, INFJ is a perfectionist who doubts that they are living up to their full potential. INFJs are rarely at complete peace with themselves - there's always something else they should be doing to improve themselves and the world around them. (yea quite) They believe in constant growth, and don't often take time to revel in their accomplishments. They have strong value systems, and need to live their lives in accordance with what they feel is right. In deference to the Feeling aspect of their personalities, INFJs are in some ways gentle and easy going. Conversely, they have very high expectations of themselves, and frequently of their families. They don't believe in compromising their ideals.

INFJ is a natural nurturer; patient, devoted and protective. They make loving parents and usually have strong bonds with their offspring. They have high expectations of their children, and push them to be the best that they can be. This can sometimes manifest itself in the INFJ being hard-nosed and stubborn. But generally, children of an INFJ get devoted and sincere parental guidance, combined with deep caring.

In the workplace, the INFJ usually shows up in areas where they can be creative and somewhat independent. They have a natural affinity for art, and many excel in the sciences, where they make use of their intuition. INFJs can also be found in service-oriented professions. They are not good at dealing with minutia or very detailed tasks. The INFJ will either avoid such things, or else go to the other extreme and become enveloped in the details to the extent that they can no longer see the big picture. An INFJ who has gone the route of becoming meticulous about details may be highly critical of other individuals who are not.

The INFJ individual is gifted in ways that other types are not. Life is not necessarily easy for the INFJ, but they are capable of great depth of feeling and personal achievement.

i guess some parts are quite true :D
so i guess the change isn't that bad after all :D

20 more days, jiayou :D

2009-03-21T16:46:00.003+08:00

I finally finished my si han :D i feel so happy now.

yay i shall aim to finish PW by tonight :D or maybe tmr morning. :X

DHSCO chuguo 09

2009-03-19T12:47:00.011+08:00

DHSCO CHUGUO '09 :D

vanessa!

wenyi looks very cute in this picture right! :D

yueheng :D

xiaozhou! :D

& my darling (:

mayping!

seafood :D

DYB! (look at yueheng)

landui!

DYB!

year 4 batch photo :D

zhangyang! :D

see xiaorong! i got a photo with jinjia :D :D

the trip was very cool. and really unforgettable. the 417 room, the flowers on the bed, xiaorong and wenyi getting sick, the fun we had on the last night, the dumb phone call that me and wenyi made, and not forgetting the middle-aged guy who attempted to open my room door when i was alone in the room. i'm glad that i didnt miss out all the fun :D

really very fun :D

on the journey back to singapore, me and yueheng were saying that we suddenly dont feel like going back to singapore, cause we were reminded of the homework and the number of tests that we have. :X

yay, more pictures later :D

2009-03-08T17:08:00.000+08:00

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Being Alone
Where Your life is Going
Death
Disappointment
Looked down on
Commitment
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

so cool :D

2009-02-28T22:29:00.002+08:00

i'm sick D:
i see a lot of rashes on my skin ): at first i thought that it's my skin being sensitive to the climate, then i realised it's not ): the doctor say that it's some food allergy, but apparently i got no idea what i'm allergic to.

and now i look white, due to the calamine. oh that reminds me, i ate using my fingers just now, and i didn't wash my hands, it means that o.o i ate calamine

pray that the rashes will disappear before gongyan.
the rashes should go home to their mother. seriously ):
they're like testing how much i can tolerate the itch
bleh

"或许是注定的吧，同一个方向，等的是同一辆车，两个人却等不到同一班车"
-muni's blog

力不足 ):
坚信付出会有回报，付出会被看见，回报会敲门
默默的守着，总有一天会被看见，就像一棵树一样
yay, it's 4 more days to gongyan :D so cool :D

2009-02-26T22:06:00.002+08:00

today's a nice day :D although i have sore throat and flu
stayed back to do geog and LA with songjia. the process was quite funny, cause songjia finished pms-ing and then she started getting really high. i guess it's the aftermath. o.o but at least i completed what i wanted to complete :D
then saw wenyi :D yay then i went home with her :D
went home and slacked :D

i realised that 黄靖伦 got nice songs and nice MVs :D

o.o this song's like stuck to my head right now.

从思念出发路过了悲伤
下一站尽管幻想
邂逅了微笑错过了绝望
每一站也算不孤单
挤在爱的路上看著人来人往
心还跳就不慌张
有一些梦边走边做行不行(行不行)
转几个弯再找到它行不行

因为地球是圆的
肯相信就能相遇
最美丽是一路上的脚印
就让我们站在最远的距离
就让我们收下最多的风景
有一些梦边走边做行不行(行不行)
转几个弯再找到它行不行
因为地球是圆的肯相信就能相遇
最美丽是一路上的脚印
是谁像我寻寻觅觅(她是谁)
转几个弯再找到她行不行
我想爱情是圆的肯坚持就能相遇
最幸福是我们都不放弃

yea so we shant 放弃, 因为地球是圆的,肯相信就能相遇 :D we shall continue to 相信 :D

2009-02-01T17:45:00.002+08:00

was viewing muni's archives.
then i suddenly felt that 原来幸福很简单
i also dont know why. the thought just suddenly popped into my head.
and then i started reflecting -.-

i've decided. to make myself a happier human.
i shan't think so much anymore. :D
and i should be more confident of myself. :D
我要快乐，我会快乐 :D
i shall smile more :D
and find more things to make me happy.
gogogo

2009-01-23T21:50:00.002+08:00

我们的人生，因为有泪水才有幸福的微笑，因为有爱心才会有离别

母亲的笑容使我是上所能看到最大的幸福。只要母亲觉得幸福，我在哪儿都可以

-和妈妈一起度过的900旅行

super inspiring :D

2009-01-21T21:26:00.004+08:00

): busy busy busy
i need more sleep ):

being forgiving isn't a problem. it's just that you are stepping over the line.
not being forgiving? is it you or is it me.

2009-01-17T12:14:00.002+08:00

change, change, change

i think yueheng's cool.
i support her. :D
i agree that DYB's strong :D at least we stand united. and we dare to do what we deem as right. DYB's cool :D i'm proud to be in DYB. woohoo.

this reminds me of ponyo. she does what she deem as right too :D and she got what she want. so as long as we persevere, and we will get what we want. ponyo got what she want too :D

坚持，就会看见希望 :D
yay.

2009-01-08T19:54:00.002+08:00

CO orientation was fun :D i think i zi high ALOT :D
zi high-ing with yueheng and cassandra was fun :D :D
and orientation was cool :D
break was cool too :D we keep shouting 'JOIN CO' to the year 1s that we see. super funny

i remember there was this boy boy, he kept looking at us when we were playing jun ma. he kept looking at me and kianming and yueheng. then when he was looking at me i smiled at him. then he 吓到, then after that he decided not to look at me anymore. so he started staring at kianming. too bad kianming never realise, then never smile at him.

oh yeai was too bored during jun ma, so i started looking around. and i realised that xiaorong and kianming got interesting socks. xiaorong's socks got 'hb' on it. then kianming's socks got 'PKM' on it.

I FINISHED ALL MY LANG ARTS HOMEWORK :D WHEE

i'm going to be a hardworking student :D from this year onwards? :D

yay and i want to make a dyb album :D

ahh why isn't songjia back yet. i want to do physics with her. ahh

2009-01-02T21:50:00.002+08:00

OH YEA AND I JUST REALISED.

I'M NOW A YEAR 4!
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omg lah! i dont look like a year 4, and neither do i behave like one.
omg omg omg lah!

to think that 3 years ago, i was a year 1, 2 years ago, i was a year 2, and 2 days ago, i was still a year 3.
time seriously flies.

4K sounds so cheem, and old o.o

and yes 我应该长大了

I'M FIFTEEN :D

2009-01-02T21:04:00.003+08:00

:D
谢谢你们，让我的生日过得很难忘 :D
i really had a cool birthday this year.
i heard
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to charmaine
happy birthday to you
a lot of times :D :D
damn coool

oh and i received a birthday card from shiqi (: it was like totally unexpected.
i want to meet her soon :D yay

then the food colouring that songjia huijing and zuoyue gave made my school uniform orange :X
but food colouring xi de diao de. hehe. but i was pretty. i like the cards :D pretty pretty

and muni! i really liked her present. i was like about to cry. then i saw the 'surprise' thing and i went WAH LAO! super loudly. and all the tears disappeared. i bet i wah lao-ed more than three times can. then my sister was like laughing at me ): super malu can!

so right. if her aim was to make me cry right, NAH NAH NI POO POO YOU FAILED! NEVER PASS! :D
oh ya! and she wrote there " YAY CHEERS! 十四岁了！！！ " bu gou peng you can! she didn't know that i've like turned 15. or maybe she's like living in the past. or. is the gift like meant for last year? MUNI. how can.

thankyou to those who sang me my song :D and those that passed me presents :D i appreciate all of them :D wo hui ji de de :D yay

i'm going to be 16 in a year time!
and why haven't my letter for me to make my IC arrived yet ): i was like super looking forward to it ): boo them.

LALALA :D i shall go eat cookie monster now :D

2008-12-14T11:44:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENYI :D

i promise to sing you happy birthday kay :D hoho.

i completed the cake already :D

pretty right! :D

and i completed one sandwich :D

:D :D

2008-12-11T21:27:00.002+08:00

i'm an INFP.

"An INFP's feelings form the foundations of the individual. They are sacred and binding, in the sense that their emergence requires no further justification. An INFP's feelings are often guarded, kept safe from attack and ridicule. Only a few, close confidants are permitted entrance into this domain."

As an INFP, your primary mode of living is focused internally, where you deal with things according to how you feel about them, or how they fit into your personal value system. Your secondary mode is external, where you take things in primarily via your intuition.

INFPs, more than other iNtuitive Feeling types, are focused on making the world a better place for people. Their primary goal is to find out their meaning in life. What is their purpose? How can they best serve humanity in their lives? They are idealists and perfectionists, who drive themselves hard in their quest for achieving the goals they have identified for themselves

INFPs are highly intuitive about people. They rely heavily on their intuitions to guide them, and use their discoveries to constantly search for value in life. They are on a continuous mission to find the truth and meaning underlying things. Every encounter and every piece of knowledge gained gets sifted through the INFP's value system, and is evaluated to see if it has any potential to help the INFP define or refine their own path in life. The goal at the end of the path is always the same - the INFP is driven to help people and make the world a better place.

Generally thoughtful and considerate, INFPs are good listeners and put people at ease. Although they may be reserved in expressing emotion, they have a very deep well of caring and are genuinely interested in understanding people. This sincerity is sensed by others, making the INFP a valued friend and confidante. An INFP can be quite warm with people he or she knows well.

INFPs do not like conflict, and go to great lengths to avoid it. If they must face it, they will always approach it from the perspective of their feelings. In conflict situations, INFPs place little importance on who is right and who is wrong. They focus on the way that the conflict makes them feel, and indeed don't really care whether or not they're right. They don't want to feel badly. This trait sometimes makes them appear irrational and illogical in conflict situations. On the other hand, INFPs make very good mediators, and are typically good at solving other people's conflicts, because they intuitively understand people's perspectives and feelings, and genuinely want to help them.

INFPs are flexible and laid-back, until one of their values is violated. In the face of their value system being threatened, INFPs can become aggressive defenders, fighting passionately for their cause. When an INFP has adopted a project or job which they're interested in, it usually becomes a "cause" for them. Although they are not detail-oriented individuals, they will cover every possible detail with determination and vigor when working for their "cause".
When it comes to the mundane details of life maintenance, INFPs are typically completely unaware of such things. They might go for long periods without noticing a stain on the carpet, but carefully and meticulously brush a speck of dust off of their project booklet.

INFPs do not like to deal with hard facts and logic. Their focus on their feelings and the Human Condition makes it difficult for them to deal with impersonal judgment. They don't understand or believe in the validity of impersonal judgment, which makes them naturally rather ineffective at using it. Most INFPs will avoid impersonal analysis, although some have developed this ability and are able to be quite logical. Under stress, it's not uncommon for INFPs to mis-use hard logic in the heat of anger, throwing out fact after (often inaccurate) fact in an emotional outburst.
INFPs have very high standards and are perfectionists. Consequently, they are usually hard on themselves, and don't give themselves enough credit. INFPs may have problems working on a project in a group, because their standards are likely to be higher than other members' of the group. In group situations, they may have a "control" problem. The INFP needs to work on balancing their high ideals with the requirements of every day living. Without resolving this conflict, they will never be happy with themselves, and they may become confused and paralyzed about what to do with their lives.

INFPs are usually talented writers. They may be awkard and uncomfortable with expressing themselves verbally, but have a wonderful ability to define and express what they're feeling on paper. INFPs also appear frequently in social service professions, such as counselling or teaching. They are at their best in situations where they're working towards the public good, and in which they don't need to use hard logic.

INFPs who function in their well-developed sides can accomplish great and wonderful things, which they will rarely give themselves credit for. Some of the great, humanistic catalysts in the world have been INFPs.

i'm a cool human :D

2008-12-10T11:15:00.001+08:00

不放弃，就会看到彩虹 :D

nah muni, here's your one thousand words :D

2008-11-20T11:53:00.002+08:00

YAY :D
DIY FOOD :D

my sis made this (:

i made 2, and my sis made one. wheee

me and muni made this together. hohoho

2008-11-20T11:25:00.007+08:00

DYB OUTING :D at SENTOSA!

lunch at vivo :D

ZHANGYANG.

yay. the three enthu year ones that turned up (:

YAY SENTOSA!!

WENDY'S birthday cake :D

XIAOZHOU!

:D :D

YAY :D DYB! :D

i seriously had fun (: played a lot, laughed a lot, got wet in the rain, and dried in the sun.
did some deep thinking after what shilun said though.

“是你看不起你自己”
也许从来就没有人看不起我，一直都是我自己看不起我自己

thinking about it, i had never given myself the confidence to do what i had to do.

i always think that i couldn't, and i cannot achieve what i want to.

xiaorong had already told me countless times, but i always tell her that i really cannot.

but is it really cause i cannot, or is it cause i never give myself the chance to try.

bleh.

2008-09-28T13:29:00.002+08:00

it was yesterday, that i realised that everyone's moving on, everyone's improving. and it seems as though i'm the only one that i till stuck at where i was, not moving, not making any improvements. seriously. what's happening lah. D:
one day, i'll chiong all the way to where you all are standing now. i'll chiong there.
一次又一次，我让自己失望了。

jiayou :D

2008-09-06T14:50:00.002+08:00

YAY :D i shall blog. hohohoho

i like 白痴
i know 白痴 likes me too :D cause we flock together. YAy so right, 白痴, dont sad le. you got me :D

i studied yesterday :D i studied today too! :D
HOHO. my movivation suddenly came back (: WOOHOO.

i wrote a qing shu to xiaorong on tuesday. she read it yesterday, and she was too touched, she cried :D HAHAHAHA.
im joking. she didnt cry ): she was supposed to. BUT SHE DIDNT. HUMPH.

didnt go for co on friday coz' i had chem and bio remedial.
i sat beside xiaorong during chem eh. so cool right. haha.
xiaorong and wenyi waited for my bio remedial to end, then they went home with me :D
so nice right!
YAY i like them (:
DYB has nice humans :D

i realise that i used to see xiaorong everyday, but now i dont see her on saturdays.
todays a saturday. hoho, i bet she's not used to not seeing me,
HAHAHA.

i shall go study trigo now :D
yay
gogogo.

i realised that friends play a very important part in my life
thankyou! :D

2008-08-25T21:37:00.001+08:00

tmr's my cello's birthday :D :D
it's turning ONE tmr :D
YAY,
i'm happy :D

i shall treasure tmr (:

4 more days

2008-08-20T21:56:00.002+08:00

hello (: school's been busy. hoho.
i've been doing my homework! :D i've been studying too

i went for shangyin today (:
YAY
jiayou.

muni's right.
知道是不可能的就要学会放弃
我懂 :D

but weiwei say
人因梦想而伟大，所以知道不可能也不可以放弃
所以，我不可以，也不应该放弃我的梦想

要坚持 (:

yes, and i must work hard :D must jiayou.
要加油，为自己加油 :D :D

gogogo! :D

9 more days

2008-08-07T20:10:00.002+08:00

WOOHOO :D
due to popular demand,
ZUOYUE, HAPPY (belated) 16th BIRTHDAY!
hohohoho.

I SAW HUIJING AND XUEXUN ONLINE YESTERDAY.
WAHAHHA.

woohoo. cross country run tmr. jiayou (:

wheee!!

im high high high.

2008-08-05T21:43:00.002+08:00

HOHOHOHOHO. :D today's a nice day. YAY.
cause i didnt miss my bus :D
i've been missing for two days le ): cause i late.
but i was early today :D :D
yay cheeers

yep. macbeth test and chinese test tmr.
jiayou :D
woohoo.

stress level is building up,
esp on mondays.
monday was emo day. bleh bleh.

会雨过天晴的，一定会的
虽然我的梦想不会实现，但人因梦想而伟大，
就让我继续沉浸在我的梦想里吧
让我继续作梦 (:

我会加油的 (:

2008-07-29T18:29:00.001+08:00

MY CPU IS BACK :D :D
hahahaha.

busy busy busy.

some things are better left unsaid.

2008-07-19T21:55:00.002+08:00

disappointing, but
明天的太阳还是会照常升起 :D

如果不能忘记，就记得要笑 :D

jiayou huijing, you can de lah. dont think too much :D

jiayou charmaine,
survive all the tests

GOGOGO :D

世界是美好的

2008-07-17T20:54:00.002+08:00

YAY charmaine loves SHUQI too :D

i shall be a mugger :D
sitting beside weiwei is nice!
ever since we changed seats, i've been constantly doing my homework :D :D
YAY im a guai kid
i shall continue to be one (:

tmr's friday
pray hard
whee. :D :D
jiayou jiayou jiayou (:

and,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIJING :D
see i update le. hhahah

weiwei, jiayou :D

2008-07-10T20:50:00.002+08:00

:D yay
we started on LA filming le (:
and i guess it was good? :D
lalala

i shall be good, and study hard. (:
i shall do my homework and hand them in on time
i shall listen attentively in class, and try to absorb everything
WHEEEEEEE
it seems that EOYs are coming soon. bleh
and there's like super a lot of common tests coming up.
jiayou, jiayou :D

i've been a happy girl nowadays (:
being happy is the way to go YAY
gogogo

i went home with yueheng today (:
and it was malu malu.
i shall wake up early tmr, and not oversleep. heh
i'm a pig

2008-07-06T18:34:00.007+08:00

CHARMAINE DECLARES HER LOVE FOR MUNI :D

yay :D
ps, i'm still crying leh! give me the stuff i want know! I WANT! I DEMAND!

i shall try :D
i believe (:

muni, next time you sad, give me a call, then we go home together kay :D

2008-07-06T15:41:00.005+08:00

wahaha.
electives and IDMI's over. yay. :D

pa tuo with muni was nice. yay! :D
muni's nice to talk to.
wheee.
muni owes me a sweet. (:

and since muni requested,

thankyou muni's phone for being there for charmaine. charmaine appreciates it :D really. (:
i promise that your phone will vibrate whenever charmaine emos.
and you are supposed to promise me that charmaine's phone will vibrate, when muni feels emo.

YAY (:

and and,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIWEI :D
charmaine is very nice to talk to de okay! :D :D

yay
now, i shall find a way to finish all my homework. :D
或许当一个人长大后，交的朋友会越来越不可靠吧..

2008-06-17T15:41:00.004+08:00

charmaine went for a wedding dinner last week :D

and drank this (: heh, i like the blue one.

and this.

my cousin. heh heh heh. they say we look alike so..

do we? haha.

they served me this,

and i did this :D it looks nice right!!
(but i didnt eat it. ahaha)

the hotel got pretty toilets :D

and so...
we zi lian-ed :D

tilt your head :D

i like this picture (:

(:

WHEE :D

2008-06-15T23:19:00.000+08:00

YAY my tagboard is back. *hint hint hint

2008-06-12T17:06:00.001+08:00

WOOHOO :D

http://www.xici.net/b609515/d71815298.htm
http://www.xici.net/b609515/d71835986.htm

:D

2008-06-12T14:11:00.002+08:00

突然觉得... 累了.
我不想再去猜想你的举动/言语代表着什么
也不想在与你玩游戏
就算是..
我输了.
myhomework list is still that long :/
boohoo.

2008-06-11T11:18:00.004+08:00

CHUGUO PHOTOS :D
-credits to shilun and yulong

qizou :D (dont ask me where was i looking at, cause i dont know. haha)

heeheehee. taken after the last concert :D DYB! :D

and the supper :D LANDUI :D

taken before we climbed 300++ steps

:D

-i cannot spot myself eh.. SPOT ME! haha

SMILE!

why does yueheng look so lost? hmm.

view from backstage :D

DYB :D

shall post more :D after i kope more from the others.
WHEEEEE

2008-06-09T16:14:00.002+08:00

WHEE
back from china :D
didn't bring my camera there, so no pictures. hahaha

china was fun :D
and my cello survived three flights :D although there's a dent on it

for more updates and pictures, visit DYB's blog :D
(xiaorong! post all the pictures :D )

lalala

bye china,
hi homework.
i'm left with 14 more days,

2008-05-22T22:12:00.002+08:00

):
i think the only time that i drink so much water is when i'm sick ):
and when im down with a super sore throat.
damn
the feeling is mutual
gogogo
jiayou.

as expected

2008-05-18T20:25:00.001+08:00

wheeheehee. back from camp :D
shall post all the pictures later. heh heh.
i read through, and i wonder if its me.
shangyin at 9 tmr.
hmm.
i dont know what i think about you. i really dont know.

2008-05-11T14:53:00.002+08:00

:D
LEVEL CAMP'S TMR :D (but i haven packed anything yet)

GO 3K :D

2008-05-05T22:17:00.002+08:00

xiaorong owes me milo.
WHEE. i shall have milo tmr morning :D
i very very very long never drink milo alr okay!

it's 1021 now, but yet i haven done any work. how pro am i.

haix.
where's mr/miss motivation?
i cant find you. ):
and i dont feel like going to school anymore.
i cant find anything to motivate me, and to spur me on.
its 1028, and i just spent 7 mins typing three lines of words.
bleh.

2008-05-03T20:46:00.002+08:00

:/
humans, are complicated, and unreal creatures.

[edit]
to believe, and to trust :D
theres always hope, and love :D

2008-04-28T21:21:00.003+08:00

physicsphysicsphysics. :/

i love my life now (:

GO CHARMAINE GO :D
GOGOGO

2008-04-27T16:48:00.002+08:00

YAY :D
today's a nice day (:
haha.

i need to study, and to complete my homework. :/
and i need to lian the qi zou song too.
bleh bleh bleh.

(:

2008-04-25T22:41:00.002+08:00

i need to walk back to where i was,
and to search for the one that i lost.

like what yueheng said, i need to think of myself, i cannot always give in to people. that will change what and who i am.
seriously, i think yueheng is the person that understands me most. she can read me like a book. she can read my mind too.

thankyou yueheng. :D
talking to you helped a lot.
love ya (:

2008-04-24T23:09:00.005+08:00

ahaha, it's fun to talk to people online. :D
esp. xiaorong. haha, what she say is super entertaining, when she's going crazy over ______.
(: cut him into half. :D

im like super zi bi now, lazy to talk in class, and lazy to smile etc etc
but,
im not not happy okay! and im not emo-ing also

i'm just...
sian, and tired.

hee, im falling asleep, and sick soon. :/

2008-04-21T20:50:00.006+08:00

omg. i feel so hua chi now. ahh.
going home was fun :D laughed a lot.
and i saw the hua chi side of xiaorong! ahaha.
okay, we were hua chi-ing together. -.- but she's like, crazier than me!
eye candy!
and like what she say, eye candies are important in one's life. they motivate you to work harder. HAHAH :D
and i agree with her. ahaha

Revenant- Ignorance is bliss. I both love and hate Darren. (: says:
he's nice, cute, good at sports, good at music
Revenant- Ignorance is bliss. I both love and hate Darren. (: says:
see so good right
Revenant- Ignorance is bliss. I both love and hate Darren. (: says:
hahahaa
CHARMAINE :D says:
aiyo,
CHARMAINE :D says:
you keep thinking of him wor.
CHARMAINE :D says:
but i agreee that he's nice.
Revenant- Ignorance is bliss. I both love and hate Darren. (: says:
yay
Revenant- Ignorance is bliss. I both love and hate Darren. (: says:
hahah
Revenant- Ignorance is bliss. I both love and hate Darren. (: says:
_______ rocks

ahaha! :D
eye candy.

whee, jump! :D

i'm feeling high. whee
yay.

2008-04-20T23:35:00.001+08:00

AHH, i need time ):

2008-04-18T21:14:00.007+08:00

muniwantstosayshemissescharmaineveryverymuch
(:
and
charmainemissesmuniverymuchtoo.

ahh, my bow! ):

2008-04-17T19:56:00.002+08:00

bleh, my maths test was screwed. seriously. ):

had geog today, and miss pear started scolding us. :/

i think what she says makes sense, but it doesn't link to us not doing our homework. bleh.

she said something like " what you do/say impacts the others, in one way or another. "

we always live in our own world, not knowing/realising that what we do will directly/indirectly affect the others. we never think of what will happen to the others, we are always enclosed in our own world, thinking of ourselves. true, that's human nature. but, is that the main aim of living? you live, only to think of yourselves. what about the others?

she said a lot of those very intellectual stuff, but i cannot remember. :X

but i really thought over what she said, and i think that it is really really true.

i realised that days have been passing really really fast.
and now i enjoy going to school.
maybe it's cause i've found my motivation to go to school?
:D

hmm.

2008-04-12T21:45:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHUQI :D

2008-04-12T20:51:00.002+08:00

i'm loving shangyin more and more now (:
WHEE. :D

hmm, went home with dyb people after dazu on friday, and alighted with xiaorong at bedok.
cause we had our cellos with us, so we decided to take the lift. and in the lift, this uncle started to talk to me.

uncle: *points to my cello 哇那么大个，它快要比你高了 leh
me: huh? 没有 lar, 我比它高
uncle: *points again 等它长大就比你高了
me: *gives him the blurr look 他不会长的，可是我会！我还是比它高的！
people in the lift: *LAUGHS, GIGGLES etcetc.
xiaorong: wah, you very funny leh

damn malu lar. imagine so many people laughing at what i said :/
and i had no idea what were they laughing about until i asked xiaorong.

had HSK today, and
i spent half of my time SLEEPING (:
haha.

then after that i went home to bathe,
then i went to shangyin! :D
i love shangyin. whee.
i dont know why, but tl is like always in a very good mood nowadays.
which adds more smiles/laughter to my lesson! :D
we were laughing at how i chuan ba. cause she say i chuan very fast, then scare her, and she started laughing, so i laughed with her too.
:D
i like seeing you.
hmm, maybe?

2008-04-10T20:49:00.003+08:00

i'm seriously to lazy nowadays.
i'm even lazy to open my mouth to talk, to socialise etc.
and it seems like i only can talk to xiaorong in the morning, and yueheng after school.
oh no.
i'm becoming anti-social soon.
seriously, soon.

but. being silent is an art, aint it? :D
i shall learn to master the art of being silent (:
you wont see the noisy charmaine anymore,
you'll see a quiet one.
hmm.

TMR'S FRIDAY (:

but
CME's due tmr but it isn't done yet. heh heh.

dont make assumptions.
believe in what people tell you.
although what people say might not be true,
but what charmaine says is really true. :D
but it's up to you to believe though.

-/已经不重要了

2008-04-08T18:08:00.003+08:00

still running a fever ):
3K is full of viruses now. and it's circulating in class. heh

went home with yueheng songjia zuoyue and songjia's friend.
talked to yueheng a bit, and understood more about her. :D
i realised that, although yueheng is always crappy crappy de, but she has a good listening ear :D
you look so fake to me now :/
after that i saw housheng at bedok. talked to him for quite long..
and i he said hat tk has weird subjects. for example magic.
means they take magic as a subject, and still got exam de.
so cool right! haha

i'm starting to realise that the world isn't as simple as i thought it was.
humans are not that easy to understand anymore.
simple and innocent minds have already became complicated minds,
and now, it's harder to understand what people are thinking.

接你的车来了表示爱到站了 (:

jiayou for chi test tmr :D
and

I'm looking forward to friday :D

and.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANYING! :D
my dear sitiing partner! :D
wheee

2008-04-05T22:40:00.001+08:00

Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.

how true :D

2008-04-05T21:18:00.002+08:00

i'm sick ):
and i missed my shangyin today ):
boo.

i'm thinking, i'm really thinking.
the reasons to why it became like that.
and my mind is going to bao soon.
ahh.